第五十一章:Walk with you all my life


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    Missingislikeasharpblade,thorninmyheartisverypainful,verypainful.Thinkofhim,maybeatthistime,reallyneedapersontotalkaround,orgivetheheartoffort.

    Thedayswithoutyou,theskywasdark,shutthedoor,amanhidinginthehouse,leaninginasmallcorner,beatingsome00piecesofwriting.Inthislonelytime,thereisstillsomethingcalled“words“acpaniedme,Ididnotforgettowalkthroughthetext.

    Writinghasalwaysbeenmyfavorite.Idon‘thavemuchmentalpositionrecently.Ifeelverynarrow.Ireadsomephilosophicalwords,butIcan‘tunderstandanything.Somehow,thatpassionseemstohavedisappeared.WhohasbeenholdingbooksalldaylongWhoreadthebeautifulessayonthebusWhoiswhointhebookstorereadingbooksIcan‘timaginemyselfwalkingnow.Ilikethecostumedrama,andthelatestpopularentertainmentprogram“goodvoiceinChina“.IcankeeptheTVsetalivewithoutgoingoutallday.Lifeisgettingpoor,isthespiritofthepoor,inneremptiness,inshort,alackofpower,lackofapioneeringspirit.ShouldIchangemyselfShouldIthinkaboutitLifeshouldnotbesomediocre,lifeshouldbemeaningful.Canyougivemecourage

    Inautumn,Ilikewalkinginthepark,smellingthefragranceofosmanthus,thinkingaboutyourface,howbeautifulitis.Remember,wehandthroughtheefforts,nowbusydaysalwayshauntyoupace,sothatyoucannottouchme,unabletostayinmyside.Lookup,lookupatthebluesky,therearewhitecloudsdrifting,seethebirdsflyinginthesky,atthistime,youknowhowmuchIenvythemIwanttohaveapairofwings,canflyfreely,flyingtowhereyouare.

    Once,accidentally,thosebeautifuldaysslippedawayfromtheside.Now,thinkofit,stillawakeindreams.Iunderstandthatloveisthemostbeautifultimewithyoueveryminute!GloryisnotwhatIwant,luxuryisnotwhatIlove,butwhatIwantisjustalifewithyou.

    Canyousingasong,caneatamealandyou,andyoucanrenewanold,canwatchamoviewithyou,andyoucanlistentothesamesong,itismygreatjoy.Iloveholdingyourhand,gotoabusycorner,walkedintothefashionshop,wearingdifferentstylesofclothes,thefirsttimeistoletyougivemeareference,youalwayssmiledandsaid:“mywifeisgood,whattowear.“Iknowyouaremakingmehappy,butIstillliketohearyousaysomethingthatpleaseme.Before,alwaysthoughtthatshoppingwithgirlstoacpany,andnowthinkofaboyfriend,betterthananything.NowondermycolleagueswouldsaythatIamazhongseqingyou.Ihopemyfriendscanunderstandme!

    Aslongasyou,thehouseagainathome,weshouldallbelongtoonetypeofquiet!Tobeexact,youareaquietman,andIamawomanofallwalksoflife.Icanreadinanoisyenvironment,andIc*****sobeinaquietcorner.Alwaysliketotalkwithyou,foralongtimenotsnuggleupinyourarms,goodmemoriesofthewarmthyougive.Thinkofthebooksyoudownloadedtome,aremyfavorite,thankyou!I‘vebeenfocusingonsomephilosophicalthingslately,andIthinkit‘sreallyinteresting.Aperson‘smooddependsentirelyonhisorherstateofmind.Recently,IreadalotofBuddhistethicalstories,whichinspiredmedeeplyandbenefitedalot.Ireallywanttorelyonyourwarmshoulder,reallywanttotellyousomeofmyexperience.CanyousparetimetoebackwithmeDear,Ihavealotofwordstosaytoyou,Iamnolongerachild,Iwillbeemoremature,Iwillbeyourfavoritewoman!

    Once,accidentally,thosebeautifuldaysslippedawayfromtheside.Now,thinkofit,stillawakeindreams.Iunderstandthatloveisthemostbeautifultimewithyoueveryminute!GloryisnotwhatIwant,luxuryisnotwhatIlove,butwhatIwantisjustalifewithyou.Canyousingasong,caneatamealandyou,andyoucanrenewanold,canwatchamoviewithyou,andyoucanlistentothesamesong,itismygreatjoy.

    Iloveholdingyourhand,gotoabusycorner,walkedintothefashionshop,wearingdifferentstylesofclothes,thefirsttimeistoletyougivemeareference,youalwayssmiledandsaid:“mywifeisgood,whattowear.“Iknowyouaremakingmehappy,butIstillliketohearyousaysomethingthatpleaseme.Before,alwaysthoughtthatshoppingwithgirlstoacpany,andnowthinkofaboyfriend,betterthananything.NowondermycolleagueswouldsaythatIamazhongseqingyou.Ihopemyfriendscanunderstandme!Aslongasyou,thehouseagainathome,weshouldallbelongtoonetypeofquiet!Tobeexact,youareaquietman,andIamawomanofallwalksoflife.Icanreadinanoisyenvironment,andIc*****sobeinaquietcorner.

    Alwaysliketotalkwithyou,foralongtimenotsnuggleupinyourarms,goodmemoriesofthewarmthyougive.Thinkofthebooksyoudownloadedtome,aremyfavorite,thankyou!I‘vebeenfocusingonsomephilosophicalthingslately,andIthinkit‘sreallyinteresting.Aperson‘smooddependsentirelyonhisorherstateofmind.Recently,IreadalotofBuddhistethicalstories,whichinspiredmedeeplyandbenefitedalot.Ireallywanttorelyonyourwarmshoulder,reallywanttotellyousomeofmyexperience.CanyousparetimetoebackwithmeDear,Ihavealotofwordstosaytoyou,Iamnolongerachild,Iwillbeemoremature,Iwillbeyourfavoritewoman!

    Once,Iwasinfrontofyouwithatemper,crying,shoutingunfortable,andnowIwanttotellyou,Iamnolongerthatignorantlittlegirl.Iwillrationallyfaceallthethingsthatlifegivesme.Ihavesomebadproblems,hasalwaysbeenIneedtochange,IthinkIshouldlearntoputdown,shouldlearntolerance,shouldlearntoimprovise.Theunhappydaysofthepastareduetothefactthattherearetoomanythingsthatcan‘tbeputintheheart.

    Gradually,Ilearnedtolerance,learntounderstand,learntolerance.Intherealmoflove,moretolerance,morewarmth.Reallywanttousemylovehasbeenwarmyou!IbecamesonervousthesedaysthatIdidn‘tknowwhytheexamwasgoingtomakemyheartgoupanddown.IfindthatwhatIdo,themorenervousIget,theworseIreallywanttodoit,butmyheartcan‘tbecalm.Hopethatthisexamcanpasssmoothly,lookforwardto!Ireallydonotwanttoletyoudown,Ireallywanttobewithyou,Ireallywanttoacpanyyoueveryday.

    NearOctober,Idonotknowwhatkindoffeeling,Ithinkitshouldbeexcited,shouldbeexpected,shouldbehappy,shouldbehappy,shouldbewarm!Howtofulfilladream,likeacondensedwish,thinkpaintedaperiod.Iwantyoutoacpanymealongjourney,toastrangecity,putasidealldistractingthoughts,unloadalltheburden,happytoenjoyourgooddays.Idon‘tknowwhyyoudon‘tliketraveling,butI‘maplayfulchild.

    Haveyoueverplayedwithyou,rememberButalwayscannotfindthekindofhappyhappiness,theheartisalwaysmissingsomething.BecauseIknow,withoutyou,evenifIstandatthesummitofthemountain,Ican‘tfeeltheworld‘svastness.Becauseyouaretheelementofmyhappiness!Inthislife,Ijustwanttoholdyourhandforward!Letusforeverinthegenerationaftergeneration!58xs8.com