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    任世晏走进酒店大堂，便看到女儿向他招手。

    他今年52岁，依旧身材修长有型，风度翩翩，十分引人注目。他与任苒已经大半年没有见面，眼前<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%D6%D1%54%9%%D%60&ot;>女儿仍然清瘦，可是看上去精神不错，完全不同于自从<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%09%D1%B1%01%95%D6%40&ot;>出车祸后，他数次去北京探望<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%0%D6%2D%F7%95%DB%30&ot;>，每次见面时<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%%D0%5%B1%95%DB%50&ot;>目光游离不定、神思恍惚<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%B%D3%0%7%%B%40&ot;>样子，让任世晏颇有几分意外。@无限好，尽在晋江学城

    任苒对父亲介绍身边<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%1%D0%8D%17%%B%70&ot;>年轻男子：“爸爸，这位是田君培律师。”

    任苒有着与父亲相似<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%B4%D4%95%68%%6%30&ot;>面部轮廓，他们站在<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%9B%D%5%B1%88%2%80&ot;>起，旁人<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%D%D7%02%6F%88%2%30&ot;>眼便能看出父女血缘关系。不知怎么<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%45%D%16%B2%%D%90&ot;>，这<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%D8%D4%11%0B%88%F%00&ot;>点让田君培似乎觉得，任苒并没他最初想象<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%6D%D6%D%42%%D%10&ot;>那样来历神秘，行踪飘忽不定。

    “任教授，您好。<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%72%D5%23%B4%B8%F3%30&ot;>拜读过您所有<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%3%DF%86%B2%%6%80&ot;>著作，以前还在北京听过您<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%B4%D1%3F%4%%D%60&ot;>讲座，很期待您参与<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%9%D%1D%65%%D%90&ot;>公司法修改意见早日出台。”

    任世晏当然早已见惯此类恭维，可是他清楚知道女儿近<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%%DD%7%47%88%D%90&ot;>年多深居简出与世隔绝<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%B7%D5%3%06%%B%20&ot;>生活状态，完全没想到<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%F0%D4%80%73%95%3%10&ot;>在这个城市会有认识<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%B%D3%7%D8%%B%40&ot;>人。他与田君培握手，不免上下打量<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%6%DD%40%2%88%D%90&ot;>下他，笑道：“难得已经执业<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%1B%D7%21%0%%B%00&ot;>律师会关注这样纯理论性<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%45%D0%F9%3%%B%70&ot;>研讨。”

    “爸爸，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%F%D%68%8F%8D%2%80&ot;>先上去放行李，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%57%DF%D%7%B8%B%90&ot;>在下面等<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%49%D7%18%28%8D%2%30&ot;>。”

    任世晏答应<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%23%D7%F%F%88%2%30&ot;>下，对田君培道声“失陪”，先上了楼。

    田君培便对任苒说：“任小姐，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%BB%DF%4%72%B8%B%90&ot;>不打扰<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%1D%D0%FF%5%8D%F%40&ot;>们父女会面，先走<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%79%D2%68%5%88%D%60&ot;>步，不过<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%30%D0%D8%94%8D%F%40&ot;><g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%63%D5%57%8F%%B%20&ot;>手机停机了，以后怎么联络<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%07%D5%7%F7%8D%F%10&ot;>？”@无限好，尽在晋江学城

    “<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%85%DF%7%43%B8%B%90&ot;>会在汉江市住<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%47%D3%DD%43%88%F%70&ot;>段时间，换了本地<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%B9%D6%2%2F%%D%10&ot;>号码。”任苒将号码告诉了他。

    “任小姐不回老家了吗？”

    任苒对他<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%00%D7%D7%27%%B%00&ot;>探问有些意外，不过仍然笑笑，“突然对这个城市有了亲切感，不过<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%D2%D1%55%95%B8%F%70&ot;>爸爸大概会很意外。”

    田君培点点头：“有时候喜欢<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%D%D2%5%88%88%D%60&ot;>个地方<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%D0%D0%9%F7%%B%70&ot;>确不需要理由。再见。”

    田君培走后，任世晏很快下来。

    “田律师呢？”

    “他有事先走了。”

    “<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%92%D7%9%3%8D%2%30&ot;>们认识多久了？”

    “刚认识，不算熟。”

    “陈总在Z市待了近<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%20%D5%65%3%88%D%10&ot;>周才走，”他直截了当地告诉女儿，“<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%02%D1%B8%5D%8D%2%50&ot;>是在躲他，才不肯回去吗？”

    任苒摇摇头：“爸爸，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%FD%D7%6%9%B8%B%10&ot;>给他发了<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%D1%DD%6D%29%88%D%90&ot;>份邮件，告诉他不用再找<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%F%D2%75%23%B8%F%40&ot;>，他应该是接受了<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%%DF%97%7%B8%B%90&ot;><g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%0B%DF%3%%%6%80&ot;>解释。<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%9B%D5%B2%45%B8%F3%30&ot;>目前暂时不打算回Z市，已经托中介找好了房子，前天刚搬过去，准备在这里住<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%BF%D4%48%4B%88%F%00&ot;>段时间。”

    任世晏疑惑地看着<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%18%D4%60%14%95%3%10&ot;>，“小苒，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%0%DF%0%F8%B8%B%90&ot;><g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%10%D%0F%9B%88%2%80&ot;>直以为<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%%D6%0%3B%8D%F%20&ot;>不喜欢这个城市。”

    “这里不错，房租不到北京<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%8%D0%1%60%%B%70&ot;>三分之<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%9%DD%79%89%88%D%90&ot;>，物价低，节奏悠闲，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%F%DF%%2%B8%B%90&ot;>做兼职翻译，有<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%52%D%77%4%88%2%80&ot;>点儿收入，接下来<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%F%D5%86%1%B8%F3%30&ot;>打算再找<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%0F%D4%99%94%88%F%00&ot;>份工作，维持生活没问题。”

    如此正常<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%B%D2%7%D%%6%50&ot;>生活状态却让任世晏更加不安，他注视着女儿，欲言又止，任苒完全知道他在担心什么，“走吧，去<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%5%D0%14%04%B8%B%60&ot;>住<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%0%D%B9%0B%%D%90&ot;>地方吃饭。”

    任苒将任世晏接到了靠近华清街不远处<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%5%D5%3%0B%95%D6%00&ot;>刚租下<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%8%D3%04%F0%%B%40&ot;>房子。这是<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%%DD%%8F%88%D%90&ot;>个由几栋高层公寓组成<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%3%DF%30%0%%6%80&ot;>小区，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%96%D%D%0%95%3%90&ot;>租了位于28楼<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%6F%D5%0%D7%%B%20&ot;><g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%31%D1%D8%11%88%2%50&ot;>套<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%91%D0%D7%B%88%F%40&ot;>居室房子，装修简洁，设施十分齐全。

    搬进来没几天，任苒已经收拾得井井有条，除了购置生活用品外，还买了<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%1B%D7%08%5%88%2%30&ot;>点小装饰品。茶几上摆着<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%2%D0%37%79%88%F%40&ot;>个透明<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%F6%D1%%D%%D%60&ot;>浅口水晶碗，里面放了<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%17%D4%F9%5%88%F%00&ot;>大捧带着绿叶<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%55%D0%10%F1%%B%70&ot;>栀子花，洁白<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%05%D6%%B5%%D%10&ot;>花瓣上沾着水珠舒展着，散发出<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%75%D4%2%11%88%F%00&ot;>阵阵怡人<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%0%D7%06%2%%B%00&ot;>清香。可是到底看得出客居<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%27%D5%3%3%%B%20&ot;>简单将就，任世晏想到女儿从前在Z市时<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%F%D5%5%39%%B%20&ot;>房间，被<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%%D3%15%9F%95%3%60&ot;>母亲布置得精致舒适，心里不能不有些难过。

    任苒早就采购好了食物，煲好了汤，很快便准备了三菜<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%19%D2%72%F7%88%D%60&ot;>汤摆上小小<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%7%D4%B6%7%%6%30&ot;>玻璃餐桌，父女俩对坐着，任世晏吃得赞不绝口。

    吃完饭后，任苒到阳台上，指点着给父亲看，“小区封闭管理，物业不错，那边步行十分钟是<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%4%D2%F%54%88%D%60&ot;>个公园，环境很幽静，适合散步。穿过<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%7D%D3%76%72%88%F%70&ot;>条街就有<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%4%D7%8D%F4%88%2%30&ot;>个大超市，购物也很方便。”

    任世晏仍然无法放心下来。

    “小苒，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%39%D7%03%5%8D%2%30&ot;>和陈华……究竟发生了什么事？为什么突然离开北京？”

    任苒<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%8%DF%D4%DB%%6%80&ot;>手在空中停滞了<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%7%DD%75%63%88%D%90&ot;>下，收回来掠<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%B8%D3%8%6F%88%F%70&ot;>下头发，“爸爸，过去<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%34%DD%B%%88%D%90&ot;>年多，他很照顾<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%8%DF%8D%D6%B8%B%90&ot;>，但<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%9B%D7%6%66%B8%B%10&ot;>不可能<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%6B%D3%B5%9%88%F%70&ot;>辈子让他那么照顾下去。<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%5%D4%8%56%B8%F%20&ot;>早就是<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%F%DD%%00%88%D%90&ot;>个成年人，任性那么长时间，已经很过份，现在是时候好好生活了。”

    “<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%60%D3%31%5%B8%F3%50&ot;>看得出来，他是爱<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%92%D2%82%20%8D%F%60&ot;><g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%4F%D7%39%4%%B%00&ot;>。”

    “爸——”任苒呵呵笑了<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%1%D%B0%8%88%2%80&ot;>声，“<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%34%DD%8%D8%8D%F%90&ot;>忘了吗？以前<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%F6%D3%8%93%B8%F3%50&ot;>离家出走，跟他同居。<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%67%D1%60%2B%8D%2%50&ot;>到广州劝<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%93%DF%54%8D%B8%B%90&ot;>回家时对<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%2D%D6%99%4%B8%F%00&ot;>说，祁家骢并不<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%5%DD%6F%13%88%D%90&ot;>定爱<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%2D%D%3%18%B8%F3%80&ot;>。虽然他现在叫陈华，不过<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%43%D0%D8%49%8D%F%40&ot;>应该跟<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%B%D%D5%13%B8%F3%80&ot;><g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%3D%D2%15%3D%88%D%60&ot;>样清楚，他还是他。”

    任世晏没料到<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%9B%D2%F%70%95%D6%70&ot;>提起如此遥远<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%D%D2%F9%3%%6%50&ot;>往事反驳他，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%B8%D1%73%F7%88%2%50&ot;>时竟然无言以对。

    “进去坐吧，外面太热。”

    任苒关上阳台门，请父亲坐下，给他端来<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%B5%D0%DD%D6%88%F%40&ot;>杯茶，“<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%4%D6%B4%0%B8%F%00&ot;>知道<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%21%D4%BB%60%8D%F%00&ot;>总想有个人爱<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%F%D4%5%70%B8%F%20&ot;>，好好照顾<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%F7%DF%F8%D1%B8%B%90&ot;>，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%9%D3%83%B7%8D%F%70&ot;>才能放心<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%05%D3%1%4%B8%F3%50&ot;><g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%5%D7%3%32%88%2%30&ot;>点。没事<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%60%D5%B5%0B%%B%20&ot;>，爸爸，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%BB%D3%FF%47%B8%F3%50&ot;><g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%B5%D5%2%4%88%D%10&ot;>个人生活也能照顾好自己。”

    任世晏叹口气：“这么多年，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%47%D6%B%B9%B8%F%00&ot;>并没有尽到做父亲<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%BD%D%1%B0%%D%90&ot;>责任，从<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%89%D5%D7%6B%8D%F%10&ot;>去澳洲留学开始，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%27%D1%79%66%8D%2%50&ot;>就是在自己照顾自己。去年<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%4%D7%1%D%2%30&ot;>出了那么大<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%56%D7%F%66%%B%00&ot;>车祸，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%3D%D%33%91%B8%F3%80&ot;>本该把<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%FD%D3%9B%09%8D%F%70&ot;>接回身边<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%0%D2%8D%B2%%6%50&ot;>。不过，当时方平跟<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%1%DF%4B%D5%B8%B%90&ot;>……有了很大矛盾，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%D3%D3%B5%D%B8%F3%50&ot;>怕把<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%B0%DD%D4%4%8D%F%90&ot;>接回Z市后，反而会干扰到<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%82%D2%3%58%8D%F%60&ot;><g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%78%D7%13%40%%B%00&ot;>治疗，只好把<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%70%D2%0D%D%8D%F%60&ot;>留在北京，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%9%D7%9%3%8D%2%30&ot;>不怪爸爸吧。”

    任苒没料到父亲会直接讲起他<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%72%D4%0%56%%6%30&ot;>第二次婚姻出现问题，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%92%D0%D%DF%95%DB%50&ot;>摇摇头，迟疑<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%1%D6%95%1%88%F%20&ot;>下才说：“<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%7%D0%BB%12%B8%B%60&ot;>不是已经好了吗？别说那些事了，爸爸。<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%5%D1%11%14%8D%2%50&ot;>和季律师……”

    “<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%3B%D1%1%1%B8%F%70&ot;>们相处得很不好。<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%F0%D6%B8%8%B8%F%00&ot;>甚至跟<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%F0%D1%01%67%95%D6%40&ot;>提出，与其这样下去，不如离婚。但<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%2%D2%62%57%95%D6%70&ot;>不同意。”

    任苒并不祝福父亲<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%09%DF%F7%F1%%6%80&ot;>第二次婚姻，可也从来没希望过他们婚姻破裂，“既然<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%61%DD%12%B%95%DB%80&ot;>还重视婚姻，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%27%D4%36%D1%8D%F%00&ot;>们还是尽量好好沟通吧。”

    “沟通？”任世晏摇头，“<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%09%D1%89%38%B8%F%70&ot;>们之间<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%02%D1%F1%97%%D%60&ot;>沟通总能演变成争吵，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%F7%D5%D%1D%95%D6%00&ot;>说除非<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%8%D3%1%02%B8%F3%50&ot;>把祖宅过户给<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%83%D%4%B7%95%3%90&ot;>，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%D9%D%0F%52%95%3%90&ot;>才相信<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%26%D4%32%4%B8%F%20&ot;>有维持婚姻<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%F%DF%0%43%%6%80&ot;>诚意；如果要离婚，也得把那所房子给<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%68%D1%8%6%95%D6%40&ot;>，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%26%D5%82%83%95%D6%00&ot;>才可能同意。还怎么沟通得下去？”

    任苒大吃<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%61%D7%B9%38%88%2%30&ot;>惊，怔怔地看着父亲。

    “那当然是不可能<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%3%D5%D8%B%%B%20&ot;>事。房子是任家几代传下来<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%F%DF%07%52%%6%80&ot;>产业，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%79%D4%73%45%B8%F%20&ot;>早说过要把它过户给<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%60%D5%6B%48%8D%F%10&ot;>，不可能给别人。不过<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%2%D5%3F%F5%8D%F%10&ot;>留学出去时，那里正面临重新规划，冻结了过户手续。后来<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%D6%D0%F4%2B%8D%F%40&ot;>回<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%80%D3%91%4F%B%7%60&ot;>了，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%46%D2%85%60%B8%F%40&ot;>每<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%B5%DD%2B%2%88%D%90&ot;>次准备叫<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%0%D7%%05%8D%2%30&ot;>回来办手续，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%6D%D3%88%%95%3%60&ot;>都认为<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%47%D%07%93%B8%F3%80&ot;>是蓄谋转移财产，必定要跟<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%34%D2%F%31%B8%F%40&ot;>吵闹不休，这件事就<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%F1%DD%08%56%88%D%90&ot;>直耽搁了下来。”

    任苒<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%D%D0%05%87%%B%70&ot;>确向父亲提出过要求，就算他结婚，也不可以带季方平住进家里<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%F8%D5%B9%92%%B%20&ot;>祖宅，不过<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%7D%D%55%D5%95%3%90&ot;>根本不是从财产角度考虑，而是单纯不能忍受曾破坏<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%45%D2%9%3%95%D6%70&ot;>母亲幸福<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%45%D4%6F%6%%6%30&ot;>女人占据他们<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%5%D2%1%57%88%D%60&ot;>家人幸福生活过<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%6%D0%03%2F%%B%70&ot;>地方。<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%6B%D1%BB%70%95%D6%40&ot;>没想到这<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%D2%D3%3%6%88%F%70&ot;>点成为他们夫妻<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%62%D6%8%27%%D%10&ot;>矛盾焦点，此时<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%86%D6%0%D3%95%DB%30&ot;>有些不知道说什么才好。

    “小苒，这事跟<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%DB%D6%38%5%8D%F%20&ot;>完全没关系。<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%DB%D7%12%4%B8%B%10&ot;>和<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%7%D5%72%0%95%D6%00&ot;><g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%7%D%F2%53%%D%90&ot;>婚姻，从<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%%D4%38%8%88%F%00&ot;>开始就有很多问题，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%72%D1%%0%B8%F%70&ot;>愿意息事宁人，主动去把眼下住<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%4%D%09%D5%%D%90&ot;>房子写成了<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%2%D3%B%27%95%3%60&ot;><g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%6F%D%3%39%%D%90&ot;>名字，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%78%D1%40%44%95%D6%40&ot;>还是不干。<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%4%D%B%5B%95%3%90&ot;>揪住祖宅不放，只是借题发挥而已。”

    “那现在怎么办？”

    “要不是不想弄得满城风雨，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%7D%D5%D8%1D%B8%F3%30&ot;>早就分居图个清静了。”

    任苒知道，父亲现在担任着Z大<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%F0%D3%0%7B%%B%40&ot;>法学院长职务，又是全<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%24%D4%80%05%B%7%10&ot;>政协委员，名声早已经不限于专业领域。以前他在没担任要职时就曾传出婚外情，不得不远走他乡避风头。如果在年过五旬以后，第二次婚姻破裂，对他名誉<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%%D5%D%97%%B%20&ot;>损害不可小觑。

    <g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%3%D6%6%9%95%DB%30&ot;>只能苦笑，“<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%96%D1%89%5%8D%2%50&ot;>们……婚外都恋爱了八年之久，好容易才结婚，怎么婚姻反而这么不稳固。”

    “<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%%D5%F1%4%B8%F3%30&ot;>这<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%49%D1%6%B5%88%2%50&ot;>生，在感情问题上十分失败。”任世晏如同在法庭上总结陈词<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%74%D1%13%%88%2%50&ot;>般，给自己下了<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%3%DD%B8%19%88%D%90&ot;>个结论。“所以<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%10%D6%4D%07%B8%F%00&ot;>更希望<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%1%DD%06%4%8D%F%90&ot;>能幸福，小苒。”

    “幸福？”任苒重复着这个词，“<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%69%D1%B1%47%B8%F%70&ot;><g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%69%D5%D%%%B%20&ot;>愿望没那么奢侈，能够尽量过得开心<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%8B%D2%6%2D%88%D%60&ot;>点，充实<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%D%D3%40%D0%88%F%70&ot;>点就可以了。”

    “小苒，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%85%D%50%9%B8%F3%80&ot;>带来了<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%55%D%F3%75%88%2%80&ot;>些东西给<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%%D6%B%B0%8D%F%20&ot;>，都是<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%7%D0%38%B8%8D%F%40&ot;>妈妈留下来<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%23%D5%81%F%%B%20&ot;>。”

    任世晏打开公包，取出<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%34%D0%94%33%88%F%40&ot;>个陈旧<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%14%D3%9%99%%B%40&ot;>木制首饰盒。他先打开首饰盒，先取出<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%0B%D3%53%40%88%F%70&ot;>枚金戒指，戒面镌着<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%30%D3%8F%71%88%F%70&ot;>个福字，“这是<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%1%D1%1%5F%8D%2%50&ot;>奶奶戴过<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%7%D4%95%F%%6%30&ot;>戒指，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%3B%DF%30%F0%B8%B%90&ot;>跟<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%64%D%4B%91%8D%2%80&ot;>妈妈领结婚证后，奶奶把这个给了<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%D3%DD%88%6%95%DB%80&ot;>。以前大家都不讲究买结婚戒指，这个能算吧。”

    任苒<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%53%D%07%1%88%2%80&ot;>下记起，在<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%8%D2%B%5F%95%D6%70&ot;>家<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%D3%D4%59%B%%6%30&ot;>祖宅里，季方平曾得意地对<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%13%D4%38%%95%3%10&ot;>举起左手，亮出无名指上<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%45%D3%99%3D%%B%40&ot;><g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%52%D1%F6%21%88%2%50&ot;>枚钻戒，告诉<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%81%D3%07%82%95%3%60&ot;>，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%DD%D2%62%DB%95%D6%70&ot;><g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%7%D3%1F%53%%B%40&ot;>父亲已经向<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%7D%D1%3%8%95%D6%40&ot;>求婚。那个景象刺激得<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%3%D5%D3%5B%95%D6%00&ot;>险些做出前所未有<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%78%D0%48%83%%B%70&ot;>暴烈举动，将当时怀了身孕<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%5%D2%9%7%%6%50&ot;>季方平推下楼去。现在想起来，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%B6%D7%72%DD%95%D6%20&ot;>心底仍有痛楚，伸手触<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%18%DD%26%91%88%D%90&ot;>下那枚金戒指，什么也没说。

    任世晏再取出<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%8B%D7%68%9%88%2%30&ot;>串施华诺世奇<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%34%D6%6%4%%D%10&ot;>水晶项链，细细<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%01%D3%B1%F0%%B%40&ot;>白色金属链子上悬着<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%23%D4%44%5%88%F%00&ot;>个棱柱状蓝色水晶，周围镶了碎钻，“这是<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%45%D6%04%65%B8%F%00&ot;>第<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%B7%D7%47%3%88%2%30&ot;>次去香港时，在机场免税店给<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%3%D7%3%83%8D%2%30&ot;>妈妈买<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%94%D4%85%6%%6%30&ot;>。当时手头太拮据，只买得起这种人造水晶，不过<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%7%D%%0D%8D%2%80&ot;>妈妈很喜欢。”

    “<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%42%D2%4%00%B8%F%40&ot;>记得妈妈经常戴这条项链，”任苒几乎想跟小时候<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%7%D5%0%F8%88%D%10&ot;>样咬上<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%36%DD%14%98%88%D%90&ot;>口，体验长存于<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%%D5%B2%4%95%D6%00&ot;>记忆这中<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%8B%D0%1D%30%%B%70&ot;>那份冰凉坚硬感觉。可是那样大概会吓坏爸爸，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%00%DD%B3%92%95%DB%80&ot;>只能摩挲着延长链坠子上那个小小<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%BB%D3%B3%10%%B%40&ot;>天鹅标志，“小时候<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%9%D1%81%5B%B8%F%70&ot;>喜欢扯着玩，妈妈总是嘱咐<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%04%D3%10%8D%B8%F3%50&ot;>要轻<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%2%D5%B%55%88%D%10&ot;>点。”

    “<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%44%D3%DB%FF%95%3%60&ot;>不穿耳洞，平时最多戴<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%5F%DD%%96%88%D%90&ot;>条项链。<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%D1%DD%52%9F%95%DB%80&ot;>说这条项链最好配夏天穿<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%17%D6%D5%FF%%D%10&ot;>裙子，后来这里掉了<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%B1%D2%8%57%88%D%60&ot;>粒水钻，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%F%D%4%B2%95%3%90&ot;>心疼了好久。”

    那个小小<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%41%D%9%98%%D%90&ot;>缺失处在天鹅标志<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%6%D0%F9%24%%B%70&ot;>尾部，并不显眼，如果不是任世晏指给<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%3%D6%1%3D%95%DB%30&ot;>看，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%1D%D1%0%D7%95%D6%40&ot;>不会注意到。

    “这大概是<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%6%D3%5F%38%B8%F3%50&ot;>送给<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%03%D0%1%88%95%DB%50&ot;>最贵<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%20%D%93%6%%D%90&ot;><g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%%D3%4%1D%88%F%70&ot;>件礼物，拿第<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%3B%D%45%16%88%2%80&ot;>本书<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%4%D7%67%53%%B%00&ot;>稿费给<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%20%D%9%8%95%3%90&ot;>买<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%8%D5%06%0%%B%20&ot;>，”任世晏又拿出<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%8%D2%F7%5%88%D%60&ot;>个黄金手镯递给任苒。这手镯放在掌心沉甸甸<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%37%D3%9%01%%B%40&ot;>，份量不算轻，上面镂刻着工艺复杂而精巧<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%5%DF%79%20%%6%80&ot;>龙凤呈祥图案，“那个时候只流行24K黄金，买回来后，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%50%D5%9%3%95%D6%00&ot;>说<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%B%D6%4%48%95%DB%30&ot;>喜欢，可是<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%%D1%B0%8%B8%F%70&ot;>知道<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%2%D0%57%78%95%DB%50&ot;>觉得这东西又贵又俗气，几乎从来没见<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%10%D4%3B%6%95%3%10&ot;>戴过。”

    任苒确实没法将这个手镯跟妈妈联络起来。

    任世晏喟然叹道：“想想看，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%8%D6%D6%2F%8D%F%20&ot;>妈妈没对<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%05%D4%64%81%B8%F%20&ot;>提过要求，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%B5%D3%5B%49%B8%F3%50&ot;>给<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%2%D5%4B%F%95%D6%00&ot;><g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%55%D2%D6%%%6%50&ot;>实在太少。”

    “妈妈<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%8F%D6%2%2%88%F%20&ot;>向不在乎这些物质方面<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%DB%D4%16%66%%6%30&ot;>东西，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%89%D1%83%38%95%D6%40&ot;>……”

    任苒蓦地打住。当然，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%2%D2%02%64%95%D6%70&ot;>母亲最在乎<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%D4%DF%F6%D%%6%80&ot;>是感情，是家庭。可是<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%33%D3%88%33%95%3%60&ot;>离世时，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%6%D4%85%98%95%3%10&ot;>努力维系<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%B7%D0%10%57%%B%70&ot;>家庭只保持着名义上<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%0%D3%F%28%%B%40&ot;>完整，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%95%D6%51%9%95%DB%30&ot;><g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%B8%D3%BB%F3%%B%40&ot;>婚姻百孔千疮。想到这<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%55%D0%2%D%88%F%40&ot;>点，任苒眼底顿时酸涩难当。

    “怎么突然想起拿这些给<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%17%D2%28%35%B8%F%40&ot;>看？”

    “<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%F7%DD%83%8F%8D%F%90&ot;>妈妈<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%95%DF%69%44%%6%80&ot;>遗物，由<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%8B%D0%14%D8%8D%F%40&ot;>来保存最合适。” 任世晏合上首饰盒，“<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%77%D%06%78%B8%F3%80&ot;>对不起<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%2%D3%27%65%95%3%60&ot;>，也不对起<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%7%D4%49%FF%8D%F%00&ot;>。小苒，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%23%D6%07%5%8D%F%20&ot;>再怎么恨<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%4%D4%F4%F9%B8%F%20&ot;>，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%0%DF%59%D%B8%B%90&ot;>都无话可说。”

    <g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%85%DD%64%17%95%DB%80&ot;>怎么还可能恨他？眼前坐<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%4B%D%FD%D3%%D%90&ot;>这个男人是<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%03%D2%8B%2%95%D6%70&ot;>在世上唯<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%F0%D1%7%D9%88%2%50&ot;><g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%70%D0%04%94%%B%70&ot;>亲人，虽然仍腰背笔直，风采不减，却也初现苍老之态，鬓边有了丝丝白发，婚姻面临失败。任苒无法再去质问、责备他，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%F%D3%B3%0B%95%3%60&ot;>伸手接过首饰盒，郑重地说：“爸爸，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%1%D4%38%28%B8%F%20&ot;>会好好保管这些东西<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%38%D5%DF%5B%%B%20&ot;>。”

    “以前<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%0D%D4%2%20%8D%F%00&ot;>问到<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%B6%DF%88%B4%B8%B%90&ot;>为什么要背叛<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%91%D7%B%%8D%2%30&ot;>妈妈，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%3%D6%23%F7%B8%F%00&ot;>说过等<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%D0%D7%D3%5%8D%2%30&ot;>长大了，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%89%DD%89%87%8D%F%90&ot;>才会理解感情这件事很复杂。”

    “<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%43%D3%41%87%B8%F3%50&ot;>想过很久，爸爸。比如感情为什么会有变化，婚姻为什么不能永恒……听着很幼稚是不是？不过当时<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%B6%DF%81%6D%%6%80&ot;>感觉就是不把这些问题弄明白，简直就没法好好活下去。后来<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%60%D3%35%5%B8%F3%50&ot;>跟<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%38%D6%D%04%8D%F%20&ot;>说<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%F8%D7%27%7%%B%00&ot;><g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%6%D0%B%31%88%F%40&ot;>样，长大了，只能接受这世界不是非黑即白，感情也不是非此即彼。不知道这算不算理解了感情<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%61%D7%05%D3%%B%00&ot;>复杂程度。”

    “<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%DD%D5%7B%2B%8D%F%10&ot;>妈妈是无可挑剔<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%71%D4%1%22%%6%30&ot;>好妻子、好母亲，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%19%D4%3B%4%95%3%10&ot;>温柔、贤淑，有牺牲精神，放弃了自己在事业上<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%1%D4%%F%%6%30&ot;>追求，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%84%D5%52%B7%88%D%10&ot;>心支持<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%B%D0%59%0%B8%B%60&ot;>。<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%79%D4%9%56%B8%F%20&ot;>没跟其他同学<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%%D%31%21%88%2%80&ot;>样，去当执业律师挣钱养家，也没有在教书之余去做兼职律师赚外快让<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%0%D4%05%5B%95%3%10&ot;>过更舒服<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%8%D5%83%DD%%B%20&ot;>生活，而是<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%94%D%8%B%88%2%80&ot;>直做清贫<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%6%D4%90%28%%6%30&ot;>理论研究工作，在当时经商气息那么浓厚<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%76%D0%B2%9%%B%70&ot;>南方，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%%D4%05%FB%B8%F%20&ot;><g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%27%D0%7B%08%%B%70&ot;>收入算少得可怜，可<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%F0%D0%23%56%95%DB%50&ot;>从来没抱怨，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%26%D7%B4%D%B8%B%10&ot;>不记得<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%66%D0%7%94%95%DB%50&ot;>曾苛求过<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%33%D7%4%74%B8%B%10&ot;>任何<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%7F%DD%D%22%88%D%90&ot;>件事。”

    可是这样也没能阻止<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%9%D2%66%80%8D%F%60&ot;>开始长达八年<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%7%D1%D0%47%%D%60&ot;>婚外恋。

    任苒矛盾地看着父亲，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%D%D6%%D%95%DB%30&ot;><g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%60%D2%50%3%88%D%60&ot;>时弄不清楚，自己到底是想听父亲讲下去，对母亲<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%B6%D4%D0%4F%%6%30&ot;>生活了解得多<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%2%DD%60%B%88%D%90&ot;>点；还是想回避揭开伤口，以免知道更多真相，换来更多心痛。

    任世晏陷入回忆之中。

    “<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%9%D2%68%44%B8%F%40&ot;>跟<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%F%D7%F3%19%8D%2%30&ot;>妈妈结婚以后，过了很长时间清贫<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%7%D6%46%14%%D%10&ot;>生活，不过也很幸福。后来，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%B9%D0%F%10%B8%B%60&ot;>们有了<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%%D1%0F%66%8D%2%50&ot;>，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%D8%D4%30%46%B8%F%20&ot;>在学术上取得了<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%24%D3%86%9%88%F%70&ot;>点成绩。当时<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%D6%D1%8%B8%B8%F%70&ot;>十分满足，有时候甚至会想，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%D2%D4%B%D8%B8%F%20&ot;>何德何能，配得上<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%3D%D%70%D0%95%3%90&ot;>这样全心全意对<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%B2%D2%52%28%B8%F%40&ot;>付出。”

    难道真<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%56%D1%0%31%%D%60&ot;>像有<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%8%D0%BB%B%%B%70&ot;>精神分析理论所说<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%56%DF%D%7D%%6%80&ot;>那样，面对<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%91%D%24%7%88%2%80&ot;>个无可挑剔<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%68%D5%B5%6%%B%20&ot;>女人，男人会有道德上<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%54%D2%3%BF%%6%50&ot;>焦虑感，所以会选择出轨减压——任苒这<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%8%D4%80%96%88%F%00&ot;>年多读<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%7%D5%1D%6F%%B%20&ot;>心理学方面<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%53%DF%65%D7%%6%80&ot;>专著实在不少，心里<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%%D4%1%22%88%F%00&ot;>下闪过这个念头，然而，套用这样<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%00%D0%5F%12%%B%70&ot;>理论分析父母<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%8%DF%F1%6B%%6%80&ot;>感情，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%8%D3%F3%2%95%3%60&ot;>马上有强烈<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%3%DF%1F%F7%%6%80&ot;>不适，不愿意再想下去。

    “<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%9%D0%72%D%B8%B%60&ot;>想过要尽力回报<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%8%D7%9D%42%95%D6%20&ot;>，让<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%8%D4%B3%31%95%3%10&ot;>觉得所有<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%54%D1%7%99%%D%60&ot;>付出都是值得<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%7%D%%D4%%D%90&ot;>。不过，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%21%DF%16%67%B8%B%90&ot;>到底只是<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%2D%D5%40%%88%D%10&ot;>个自私<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%56%D2%1F%64%%6%50&ot;>男人，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%F4%D2%BF%%%6%50&ot;>确并不配<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%B5%D1%46%64%95%D6%40&ot;>那样对<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%59%D0%B4%8%B8%B%60&ot;>。人到中年，最初只是<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%%D3%36%B%88%F%70&ot;>念之差，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%B6%D5%D5%4D%B8%F3%30&ot;>放纵了自己，后来……就渐渐难以摆脱，甚至习以为常了。”

    “爸爸，”任苒紧盯着任世晏，哑着嗓子说，“为什么要跟<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%8%D7%7B%0%B8%B%10&ot;>讲这些？<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%9B%DD%96%07%8D%F%90&ot;>是想让<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%69%D6%D%5%B8%F%00&ot;>理解，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%18%D2%33%3B%B8%F%40&ot;>妈妈<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%B4%D0%9%90%%B%70&ot;>错误就是<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%0%D%B%D9%95%3%90&ot;>用<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%B3%DD%D0%6%95%DB%80&ot;><g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%60%D1%0D%41%%D%60&ot;><g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%7%D3%19%7%88%F%70&ot;>无所求侵扰了<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%80%D3%82%83%8D%F%70&ot;>，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%81%D6%FB%2%8D%F%20&ot;>不能相应回报<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%D1%D6%6%82%95%DB%30&ot;>，于是<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%38%D7%F9%7B%8D%2%30&ot;>有欠债<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%27%D4%98%5B%88%F%00&ot;>样<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%5%DF%63%21%%6%80&ot;>负疚与罪恶感，索性<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%0B%D5%39%B5%88%D%10&ot;>步步变得更坏、走得更远来平衡内心，并且试探<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%9%D5%6D%1%95%D6%00&ot;>能包容<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%64%DD%F7%22%8D%F%90&ot;>到什么程度吗？”

    “不是<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%B%D4%96%1%8D%F%00&ot;>想<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%2%D0%0D%65%%B%70&ot;>这样，小苒，爸爸今天不是来忏悔，或者推卸责任<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%B6%D4%1%64%%6%30&ot;>。”任世晏并不回避女儿目光，“<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%F4%D3%30%56%B8%F3%50&ot;>知道<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%68%D0%BF%%8D%F%40&ot;>对<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%4F%D3%F3%D7%8D%F%70&ot;>妈妈<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%F%D3%9B%84%%B%40&ot;>感情，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%35%DF%B%3D%B8%B%90&ot;>已经彻底辜负了<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%F%D2%98%90%95%D6%70&ot;>，无可挽回，没资格求得谅解，怎么可能在<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%4%DD%1F%31%8D%F%90&ot;>面前诋毁<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%0F%DD%F2%58%95%DB%80&ot;>？<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%10%D1%6F%B8%95%D6%40&ot;>最放心不下<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%76%D3%43%D5%%B%40&ot;>就是<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%2%D6%F3%DD%8D%F%20&ot;>，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%0D%D%09%7%B8%F3%80&ot;>只是要<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%BB%D3%48%1D%8D%F%70&ot;>知道，所有这些都不是<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%85%D5%B%5%8D%F%10&ot;><g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%7B%D3%87%0%%B%40&ot;>错，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%D%D1%58%80%B8%F%70&ot;>不想让<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%%D4%D%41%8D%F%00&ot;>生活在往事<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%1D%D0%75%F%%B%70&ot;>阴影里。”

    “可是<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%D0%D6%5%39%95%DB%30&ot;><g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%34%D0%54%0%%B%70&ot;>牺牲有<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%5%D0%78%5B%88%F%40&ot;>部分是为<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%5%D4%F1%83%B8%F%20&ot;>，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%%D7%53%F8%B8%B%10&ot;>知道这<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%5%D7%56%80%88%2%30&ot;>点，就不可能不负疚。”

    “不，这<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%13%D0%82%2B%88%F%40&ot;>点<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%B0%D3%17%B3%8D%F%70&ot;>不需要自责，当年<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%8B%D5%1%03%8D%F%10&ot;>妈妈知道<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%4%D4%92%37%B8%F%20&ot;>和季方平<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%12%D5%87%35%%B%20&ot;>事后，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%F7%D1%B3%81%95%D6%40&ot;>很愤怒。”

    “<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%44%D%B%7B%95%3%90&ot;>是害怕婚姻破裂伤害<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%74%D2%17%93%B8%F%40&ot;>，就忍了下去吗？”

    “<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%00%D2%17%36%95%D6%70&ot;>并没有隐忍，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%80%D2%D%95%95%D6%70&ot;>只是不愿意在<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%60%DD%D2%97%8D%F%90&ot;>面前争吵。<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%42%D1%B5%1%B8%F%70&ot;>头<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%1%D5%D%46%88%D%10&ot;>次看<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%24%D7%B0%1%95%D6%20&ot;>爆发了，摔了厨房里<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%B8%D4%1%D4%%6%30&ot;><g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%90%D3%02%2%88%F%70&ot;>套餐具，打了<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%8%D7%2B%0D%B8%B%10&ot;><g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%B2%D4%81%D3%88%F%00&ot;>记耳光。”

    任苒完全呆住，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%69%D7%6D%9%95%D6%20&ot;>想象不到母亲会有这样<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%80%D5%54%6%%B%20&ot;>时刻，而<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%90%D5%5%BB%95%D6%00&ot;>却<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%17%DD%7%7D%88%D%90&ot;>无所知。@无限好，尽在晋江学城

    “冷静下来以后，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%D5%D5%1F%6%B8%F3%30&ot;>们商量过离婚，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%77%D4%48%F%95%3%10&ot;>只要求<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%55%D6%F1%7F%8D%F%20&ot;><g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%43%D%37%4%%D%90&ot;>抚养权，但先反悔<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%D%D0%70%3B%%B%70&ot;>那个人是<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%3%DF%3%1%B8%B%90&ot;>。<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%05%DF%28%6%B8%B%90&ot;>舍不得放弃<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%35%D6%0B%7D%95%DB%30&ot;><g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%F3%D0%91%F9%%B%70&ot;>好，也舍不得放弃<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%D0%D7%B%1F%8D%2%30&ot;>。<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%3%DF%5D%8%B8%B%90&ot;>求<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%97%D%0%15%95%3%90&ot;>原谅，再给<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%91%D1%65%7%B8%F%70&ot;><g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%23%D4%3%75%88%F%00&ot;>次机会。<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%09%D7%2%16%95%D6%20&ot;>犹豫了很长时间，还是同意了。可是<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%78%D5%98%BD%B8%F3%30&ot;>看得出来，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%7%D6%19%77%95%DB%30&ot;>再没有快乐起来。”

    任苒想，要原谅<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%5%D%98%57%88%2%80&ot;>个出轨<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%F6%D5%B7%8B%%B%20&ot;>丈夫，需要多强<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%62%D1%4D%F1%%D%60&ot;>意志能力，又怎么可能轻易快乐起来。

    “<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%22%D3%3%B2%95%3%60&ot;>唯<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%83%D6%4%9%88%F%20&ot;><g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%47%D3%3%DB%%B%40&ot;>错误是对<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%47%DF%DD%D9%B8%B%90&ot;>太宽容，委屈自己给了<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%2%D7%8%B6%B8%B%10&ot;>机会。后来，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%3F%D4%D2%B%95%3%10&ot;>病了，竟然瞒着<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%B9%D1%D4%3%B8%F%70&ot;>，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%8B%D7%76%87%88%2%30&ot;>个人悄悄去做检查，拿到检查结果，马上再次跟<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%30%D1%48%7%B8%F%70&ot;>提出离婚。”

    任苒屏住了呼吸。任世晏拿着茶杯<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%15%D6%7D%12%%D%10&ot;>手<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%66%D%9%6%%D%90&ot;>微微颤抖，停了<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%FD%DD%6B%8%88%D%90&ot;>会儿，他把茶杯放到茶几上，房间里<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%61%D7%2D%B1%88%2%30&ot;>时安静得可怕，可以清楚听见空调运行<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%79%D5%74%%%B%20&ot;>声音。

    “那<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%40%D6%2%BB%88%F%20&ot;>段时间，家里<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%5B%D6%86%FF%%D%10&ot;>气氛很沉闷，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%B%DF%2%88%B8%B%90&ot;>们都只在<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%2D%D%0%%8D%2%80&ot;>面前强颜欢笑。<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%D6%D0%F1%0B%B8%B%60&ot;>以为<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%4%D6%67%2B%95%DB%30&ot;>还是不想原谅<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%65%D2%B%20%B8%F%40&ot;>，不免想，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%0B%D5%55%7F%B8%F3%30&ot;>已经掉进泥沼里，没权力再要求什么，索性破罐子破摔好了。<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%55%D3%D%0%B8%F3%50&ot;>差点就答应了离婚。可是<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%5B%D2%68%60%B8%F%40&ot;>不理解，这次<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%F6%D2%B%BB%95%D6%70&ot;>怎么会愿意将<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%8D%D6%4%0B%8D%F%20&ot;><g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%%D%2%7F%%D%90&ot;>抚养权交给<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%12%D%57%8%B8%F3%80&ot;>。无论<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%D7%D0%1%DD%B8%B%60&ot;>问什么，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%%D2%1%0%95%D6%70&ot;>都不肯多做解释，如果<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%F%D2%53%8%B8%F%40&ot;>没有无意中看到<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%9%D%FD%03%95%3%90&ot;>吃<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%95%D0%18%%%B%70&ot;>药，再去查病历，那<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%2%DF%3%D6%B8%B%90&ot;>就是<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%41%D%F3%90%88%2%80&ot;>个彻底<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%7%D4%39%0D%%6%30&ot;>混蛋了。”

    又<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%21%D4%09%F6%88%F%00&ot;>阵沉默后，任世晏重新开了口，“当然，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%BB%D2%F%D%B8%F%40&ot;>还是<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%8%D3%15%16%88%F%70&ot;>个混蛋，这<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%DB%DD%%36%88%D%90&ot;>点没法改变了。<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%5F%DF%33%D2%B8%B%90&ot;>向<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%D%D5%3D%B9%8D%F%10&ot;>妈妈保证会和季方平断绝关系，陪<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%8B%DD%5%B%95%DB%80&ot;>好好治疗，求<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%3%D6%0%40%95%DB%30&ot;>不要离婚。”

    “这么说，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%57%D0%34%7%8D%F%40&ot;>并没做到<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%5B%D5%B1%FF%8D%F%10&ot;><g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%1%D0%2%35%%B%70&ot;>保证。”

    “是<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%03%DF%8D%1B%%6%80&ot;>。有差不多<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%53%D5%5%9%88%D%10&ot;>年时间，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%3%D7%61%D4%B8%B%10&ot;>确实没跟季方平来往，不赴<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%0F%D1%B%38%95%D6%40&ot;><g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%F2%D4%94%42%%6%30&ot;>约会，不看<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%96%D7%4%9F%95%D6%20&ot;>写来<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%3D%D0%8B%11%%B%70&ot;>信，不接<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%D6%D4%83%B9%95%3%10&ot;><g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%8%D6%1%D%%D%10&ot;>电话。然后，面对<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%BF%D2%65%3%8D%F%60&ot;>妈妈<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%DB%D5%F6%09%%B%20&ot;>病情，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%11%D5%1B%1%B8%F3%30&ot;>很苦闷，甚至恐惧，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%95%D3%0%3B%88%F%70&ot;>切又开始了……<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%2%D3%FB%10%B8%F3%50&ot;>没什么可辩解<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%29%D6%0%6B%%D%10&ot;>。”

    任苒不由自主地设想着，妈妈是什么时候再度知道这<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%01%D4%74%92%88%F%00&ot;>事实呢？<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%0%D6%90%38%95%DB%30&ot;><g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%63%D3%D4%15%%B%40&ot;>病势越来越沉重，是不是已经没有余力再去计较丈夫<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%29%D0%BB%4%%B%70&ot;>背叛？想到母亲病痛中<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%93%D3%80%87%%B%40&ot;>绝望，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%8%D6%7%3%95%DB%30&ot;>低下头，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%F%D1%BD%3%88%2%50&ot;>时喉头哽咽得说不出话了。

    “<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%8%D%9%B7%B8%F3%80&ot;>没恶劣到<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%4D%D0%6%52%88%F%40&ot;>心等<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%4B%D3%40%BB%8D%F%70&ot;>妈妈去世，这<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%F8%D7%2F%1D%88%2%30&ot;>点<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%F9%D1%6D%28%B8%F%70&ot;>可以向<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%0D%D2%5%76%8D%F%60&ot;>保证，小苒。如果可能，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%B9%D2%59%08%B8%F%40&ot;>甚至愿意拿<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%%D1%45%7%B8%F%70&ot;><g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%42%D%7%17%%D%90&ot;>健康去换回<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%84%D%3%5B%95%3%90&ot;><g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%F%D5%B5%3%%B%20&ot;>生命。”

    “是不是对男人来讲，确实可以做到同时爱两个人，又或者说，性和爱是可以分开<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%33%D3%53%32%%B%40&ot;>？”

    “关于感情<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%F7%D%2F%85%%D%90&ot;>问题，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%05%D6%13%94%B8%F%00&ot;>还是没办法给<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%05%D0%5D%97%8D%F%40&ot;>正确<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%38%D%4%7%%D%90&ot;>答案。<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%D%D5%B0%0%B8%F3%30&ot;>只能告诉<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%FB%DD%B5%F8%8D%F%90&ot;>，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%32%D1%09%5B%B8%F%70&ot;>不够有担当，看着<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%8F%D5%%72%8D%F%10&ot;>妈妈<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%D%D3%9D%53%88%F%70&ot;>天天衰弱下去，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%98%D4%90%09%B8%F%20&ot;>很害怕。跟季方平在<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%3B%D1%2%%88%2%50&ot;>起，似乎可以放纵自己逃避现实。”

    “妈妈知道后，说了什么？”

    “<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%3%D4%88%7%95%3%10&ot;>什么也没说，到最后<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%%D0%74%F%95%DB%50&ot;>看着<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%6%D4%F%9%B8%F%20&ot;><g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%86%D%11%61%%D%90&ot;>眼神甚至是怜悯<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%6%D5%B%9%%B%20&ot;>。<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%9%D5%46%25%B8%F3%30&ot;>想跟<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%41%D3%2%8%95%3%60&ot;>悔过，说<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%1%D2%10%D9%B8%F%40&ot;>再也不会那样了。可是<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%0%D6%1B%10%B8%F%00&ot;>知道<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%B9%D4%0%26%B8%F%20&ot;>不配，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%83%D5%7%5%B8%F3%30&ot;>已经如此卑劣，哪里还有资格借着忏悔减轻自己良心上<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%3%D5%41%95%%B%20&ot;>负担。如果<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%3%D5%71%5%8D%F%10&ot;>不在旁边，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%3F%D6%7%64%95%DB%30&ot;>就<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%70%DD%01%3%88%D%90&ot;>直看书，哪怕<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%06%D0%83%4%B8%B%60&ot;>坐在旁边，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%25%D6%9F%4%95%DB%30&ot;>也不再看<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%F9%D%2D%B2%B8%F3%80&ot;>。”

    任苒当然记得，那段时间，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%8%DD%81%D2%95%DB%80&ot;>代妈妈<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%96%D2%12%8%88%D%60&ot;>次又<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%0%D5%9%45%88%D%10&ot;>次去图书馆，按<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%BF%DD%2F%5%95%DB%80&ot;>开<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%4%D4%2%%%6%30&ot;>书单借回<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%B%D%69%B0%95%3%90&ot;>要<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%07%D%B3%42%%D%90&ot;>书。<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%4%D3%7%8%95%3%60&ot;>站起身，去卧室拿出那本《远离尘嚣》。任世晏接过去，眼睛中瞬间充满沉重<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%45%D%2%03%%D%90&ot;>伤痛，轻轻摩挲着陈旧<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%3D%DF%F7%DF%%6%80&ot;>封皮。

    “是<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%7%D5%7D%60%%B%20&ot;>，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%51%D%D7%FF%95%3%90&ot;>最后看<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%7B%D6%7%B%%D%10&ot;>就是这本书。那天<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%52%D4%2%14%B8%F%20&ot;>在医院，坐在病床边，看<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%91%D%66%4%95%3%90&ot;>专注读书，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%D%D0%6B%24%B8%B%60&ot;>再也忍受不下去，夺下<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%95%D4%25%4%95%3%10&ot;><g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%DD%D0%8%66%%B%70&ot;>书，对<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%7%DD%39%F7%95%DB%80&ot;>说，如果<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%B0%DD%08%4F%95%DB%80&ot;>愿意骂<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%5D%D5%B9%9F%B8%F3%30&ot;>，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%12%D3%55%29%B8%F3%50&ot;>会好受<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%6B%D7%DD%5%88%2%30&ot;>些。<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%40%D3%8%BF%95%3%60&ot;>仍然不看<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%51%D7%0%%B8%B%10&ot;>，闭上眼睛说，可惜中<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%F%D%5%D3%B%7%90&ot;>没有安乐死，不然可以让<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%87%D5%D%53%95%D6%00&ot;>让<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%%D7%DD%8%B8%B%10&ot;>都早些解脱。那是<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%5F%D1%01%2%95%D6%40&ot;>生病以后，唯<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%5%D7%3%D%88%2%30&ot;><g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%03%D6%2F%F9%88%F%20&ot;>次流露出<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%B4%D1%8%B0%95%D6%40&ot;>再也没法忍受折磨了。”

    任苒<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%D%D2%B8%FB%%6%50&ot;>双手紧紧扣在<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%01%D1%1F%2%88%2%50&ot;>起，关节用力到泛白。<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%1%D1%76%36%95%D6%40&ot;>记忆中<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%%D5%0%2F%%B%20&ot;>妈妈<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%2B%D1%1%13%88%2%50&ot;>直保持着镇定，从没有抱怨。当然，那只是妈妈努力在<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%99%DD%7D%9%95%DB%80&ot;>面前表现得轻松，最大限度减轻<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%2F%D7%D%D1%95%D6%20&ot;><g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%F%D4%3%66%%6%30&ot;>恐惧。

    “<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%3B%D5%0%60%95%D6%00&ot;>说，不必忏悔了，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%8%D4%%95%3%10&ot;>愿意宽恕、原谅，把<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%BD%DD%2D%3%88%D%90&ot;>切带进坟墓，只希望女儿不要既失去妈妈，又失去对爸爸<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%2%D5%33%DB%%B%20&ot;>尊重。<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%D%D6%35%05%95%DB%30&ot;>唯<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%3%D7%9F%9%88%2%30&ot;>不放心<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%89%D6%0%B2%%D%10&ot;>人是<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%D2%D6%06%%8D%F%20&ot;>。那天<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%FB%D5%D4%98%95%D6%00&ot;>把存折当着<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%1F%D7%3%B3%B8%B%10&ot;><g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%B1%D1%6%4%%D%60&ot;>面交给<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%D7%D6%5D%44%8D%F%20&ot;>时，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%B5%D6%51%B2%B8%F%00&ot;>知道，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%D1%D7%49%0%95%D6%20&ot;>已经彻底不再信任<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%D5%D6%27%0F%B8%F%00&ot;>了。<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%70%D3%DB%42%B8%F3%50&ot;>无地自容，后来独自去医院顶楼待了很久，把<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%76%D3%83%D1%88%F%70&ot;>包烟抽完才下来。”

    哪怕是血肉至亲。他们<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%23%DD%F1%76%88%D%90&ot;>家三口也受着各自<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%65%D3%29%34%%B%40&ot;>折磨。<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%6F%D%B%52%95%3%90&ot;>母亲静静等待着大限到来；<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%6%D%%3%95%3%90&ot;>意识到即将发生什么，恐惧与侥幸交替在脑海中交战；<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%0%D1%BB%F8%95%D6%40&ot;>父亲受着良心<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%D8%D1%74%0%%D%60&ot;>拷问，无力自拔。这样痛苦<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%D%D2%4%4%%6%50&ot;>回忆，让任苒心情沉重。

    “<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%6D%D1%3D%01%95%D6%40&ot;>闻到<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%13%D6%77%F%B8%F%00&ot;>身上<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%37%D1%15%4%%D%60&ot;>烟味，终于对<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%40%D2%71%66%B8%F%40&ot;>说了好几天来唯<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%2%D1%3B%8%88%2%50&ot;><g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%BB%D0%96%B4%%B%70&ot;><g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%05%D7%%34%88%2%30&ot;>句话：别再抽烟了，女儿已经快没了妈妈，不能再没父亲。<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%31%D7%4B%26%B8%B%10&ot;>对自己说，不管怎么样，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%9B%D0%5D%3%B8%B%60&ot;>都必须好好照顾好<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%B%D7%3%87%8D%2%30&ot;>，可是，这<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%5D%D%2%1%88%2%80&ot;>点<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%%D%05%6%B8%F3%80&ot;>也没能做到。”

    任苒再也忍不住，眼泪簌簌而落。

    <g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%2F%D6%3%2D%88%F%20&ot;>直以来，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%76%D%B%06%95%3%90&ot;>都认为母亲牺牲自己，隐忍耻辱，接受背叛与伤害，只为给<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%89%D1%BD%7B%95%D6%40&ot;><g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%F5%D7%20%D3%88%2%30&ot;>个完整<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%5%D%0%8%%D%90&ot;>家和表面<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%74%DF%0F%7D%%6%80&ot;>幸福，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%5%D0%1%D1%95%DB%50&ot;>感激母亲<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%86%D2%24%F%%6%50&ot;>同时，内心充满了依恋、悔恨与矛盾<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%87%D5%56%2F%%B%20&ot;>愤怒。<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%7F%D5%96%13%95%D6%00&ot;>千百次设想过，妈妈如果选择别<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%%D2%F%4D%%6%50&ot;>方式生活会怎么样，有时<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%23%D1%2%68%95%D6%40&ot;>甚至觉得，妈妈是把<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%5%D1%0F%0%88%2%50&ot;>份<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%7%D3%F3%35%95%3%60&ot;>承受不起<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%6%D4%FD%66%%6%30&ot;>牺牲强加给了<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%51%D2%1D%29%95%D6%70&ot;>，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%98%D2%61%9%95%D6%70&ot;>为妈妈经历<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%96%D4%90%69%%6%30&ot;><g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%7B%D3%B3%06%88%F%70&ot;>切感到痛心与不值。

    而这<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%8F%D0%B2%B%88%F%40&ot;>刻，听完父亲彻底<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%B2%D7%D%86%%B%00&ot;>坦白，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%89%D%5%0F%95%3%90&ot;>终于理解了母亲所有<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%26%DF%68%B%%6%80&ot;>心路历程。

    方菲不仅是<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%D%D5%45%0%88%D%10&ot;>个母亲，更是<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%56%DD%8%9%88%D%90&ot;>个有血有肉<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%F5%DF%B4%60%%6%80&ot;>女人。<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%B5%D7%F9%5%95%D6%20&ot;>有<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%6%D4%F%D%95%3%10&ot;><g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%3%D4%31%38%%6%30&ot;>尊严，并没有放弃原则地无条件牺牲。<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%75%D%D2%0%95%3%90&ot;>太爱丈夫和女儿，以至于无法断然割舍。也正是这份爱，让<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%1F%D3%4%D9%95%3%60&ot;>选择最大限度保全女儿对父亲<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%2%D2%8%F%%6%50&ot;>信任。<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%08%D6%59%91%95%DB%30&ot;>每<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%7%D6%31%04%88%F%20&ot;>步<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%D8%D4%9B%9%%6%30&ot;>选择，都显示了<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%2B%D5%63%FB%95%D6%00&ot;><g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%70%D3%9%01%%B%40&ot;>决心、智慧与勇气。

    “只有在真正失去<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%B7%D2%7F%81%8D%F%60&ot;>妈妈以后，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%4B%D0%98%61%B8%B%60&ot;>才知道，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%BB%D6%33%F3%B8%F%00&ot;>有多依赖<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%28%D7%48%%95%D6%20&ot;>。”

    <g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%05%D3%4D%5%B8%F3%50&ot;>也是，直到现在，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%0%D4%D9%0%B8%F%20&ot;>仍然怀念<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%54%D7%7%2%95%D6%20&ot;>，任苒在心底说。

    任世晏<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%66%D%D%B%%D%90&ot;>声音沙哑，“带<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%B4%D%1%42%8D%2%80&ot;>离开Z市，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%07%D7%9%B%B8%B%10&ot;>并不完全是顾及自己<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%5%D4%00%66%%6%30&ot;>名声。<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%9%D5%04%B0%8D%F%10&ot;>妈妈希望<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%31%DF%1B%35%B8%B%90&ot;>在<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%81%D1%1D%8F%8D%2%50&ot;>面前保留<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%B7%D%4%D7%88%2%80&ot;>个完整<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%7F%D6%99%4%%D%10&ot;>父亲形象，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%97%D3%5%39%B8%F3%50&ot;>也想摆脱那段孽情。<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%F4%D0%F5%5%B8%B%60&ot;>跟季方平正式告别，不过，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%B5%D4%92%4%B8%F%20&ot;>没想到<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%23%D2%57%47%95%D6%70&ot;>会放弃工作，跟到汉江市来找<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%B%D3%09%F6%B8%F3%50&ot;>。”

    任苒不愿意再评价季方平<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%F6%D%3%8F%%D%90&ot;>行为，保持着沉默。

    “<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%7%D4%D1%77%95%3%10&ot;>说<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%90%D4%D%7F%95%3%10&ot;>愿意等<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%B1%D4%9%0%B8%F%20&ot;>放下心结，慢慢让<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%0%D0%1%02%8D%F%40&ot;>接受<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%8%D1%23%59%95%D6%40&ot;>。<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%F%D%5%25%B8%F3%80&ot;>始终是<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%14%D6%76%F3%88%F%20&ot;>个自私<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%96%D1%16%06%%D%60&ot;>男人，明知道最正确<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%%DF%88%8%%6%80&ot;>选择是彻底拒绝<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%72%D0%3%80%95%DB%50&ot;>，却没有做到。”

    <g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%51%D3%39%19%95%3%60&ot;>不得不问：“<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%1%D6%12%5%8D%F%20&ot;>爱季方平吗？”

    “季方平也反复问过<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%07%D%95%FD%B8%F3%80&ot;>这个问题。可是后来讨论这些，已经太晚了。<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%07%D1%%63%B8%F%70&ot;>们从<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%79%DD%5B%B4%88%D%90&ot;>开始就错了，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%F7%D4%91%5F%95%3%10&ot;>放纵<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%%D3%53%3%95%3%60&ot;><g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%F%D5%9%FD%%B%20&ot;>任性，从26岁时跟<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%5%D4%35%%B8%F%20&ot;>搅在了<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%13%D2%D2%F%88%D%60&ot;>起，浪费了<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%B7%D%2B%88%95%3%90&ot;>大好青春。<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%60%D4%F5%F4%B8%F%20&ot;>们怀着侥幸心理，以为可以让<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%B9%D4%7D%42%88%F%00&ot;>段错误<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%2D%DF%4%5D%%6%80&ot;>感情走上正确<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%55%D5%B%F%%B%20&ot;>轨道。不过，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%%D1%8%31%95%D6%40&ot;>跟<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%DF%D6%66%8%B8%F%00&ot;>都没想到，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%F7%DD%D%F%88%D%90&ot;>个辜负了第<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%47%D%2%77%88%2%80&ot;>段感情，总带着愧疚，知道自己永远不可能补救<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%D%D5%F4%85%%B%20&ot;>男人，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%D5%D2%3F%D5%%6%50&ot;>确再没有能力处理好第二段感情。<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%12%D4%43%B2%B8%F%20&ot;>们<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%2%D%06%1F%%D%90&ot;>婚姻有很糟糕<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%D0%D4%39%80%%6%30&ot;>开始，患得患失，疑心重重，再怎么尽力，也没法做到坦然幸福。”

    如果对<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%42%D5%9F%57%88%D%10&ot;>个男人苦苦痴缠八年，大概也能算爱吧。眼看对<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%0D%D1%46%4%95%D6%40&ot;>来说最大<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%7%D4%F%2D%%6%30&ot;>障碍已经不复存在，<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%89%D6%79%69%95%DB%30&ot;>当然不愿意就此放弃。可是谁能想到，终于修成正果结婚，并不意味着童话般<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%%DF%8%%%6%80&ot;>幸福生活从此开始。婚姻来得如此不如意，希望有多大，失望便有多大，强烈<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%57%D3%27%60%%B%40&ot;>爱<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%6%D1%0D%0%88%2%50&ot;>旦落空，不可避免地转换成同等份量<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%D8%D5%72%1%%B%20&ot;>恨，这大概正是季方平在房子问题上表现得毫不退让<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%B4%D0%B9%B6%%B%70&ot;>原因。

    停了<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%9%D6%B2%F7%88%F%20&ot;>会儿，任世晏惨淡地笑：“是<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%B%D2%B%60%%6%50&ot;>，太晚了。小苒，今天爸爸把自己完全剖析给<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%37%D4%F%70%8D%F%00&ot;>看，只希望<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%64%D1%56%F9%B8%F%70&ot;>能多少做到对<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%D2%D0%B0%2%8D%F%40&ot;>妈妈<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%D2%D6%8B%5%%D%10&ot;>承诺，让<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%FB%D3%5%88%8D%F%70&ot;>摆脱心底<g lign=&ot;bottom&ot; styl=&ot;mrg-bottom:-2px&ot; sr=&ot;my.jjx/gd/gdp.php?=%23%D3%76%98%%B%40&ot;>阴影，好好生活下去。”

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